UCAS application sent!

Well actually it was sent on monday and UCAS received it yesterday XD
But finally it's all sorted and now I can finally relax (a little)!
Just have to wait for the offers to come....
Although, currently, I can't check.....because I got myself suspended....(>_<)
I stupidly forgot my password
Well I actually didn't forget my password, UCAS just decided to knock off the last 2 characters from my password, so everytime I entered in what I thought was my password, it would tell me that it was wrong =/
So really it was UCAS' fault that I got suspended =/
I mean, they could've at least told me that they decided to knock off the last 2 characters from my password, so then I wouldn't be suspended and I could actually refresh my page every 10 seconds just in case a Uni decided to offer me a place then XD
I'm going crazy.....

Now my only concern is actually my lack of motivation to do anything at home....
When I'm at school I can do my homework with lots of concentration (although I can't seem to do anything else like my Extended Project)
But when I get back home....I just can't seem to get myself to do any homework or even revise D=
It's terrible....
And I had a Maths Mock today which I didn't revise for....
And I have a Psychology test on friday which I still haven't revised for....
And I have a Chemistry Mock on Monday which seems to be no hope for me revising for it....

What is wrong with my brain?!? D=

I should keep telling myself that I'm going to Laraku's concert so I need to do my best right now!
But that doesn't work....
And then I tell myself that I need to get good grades or else I won't be able to get into the Uni I want, but the only thing that's gonna help persuade me is if I get an offer and I see the grades they are willing to offer me
And if they turn out to be C's I know I won't do anything, because my brain will automatically think that I would get that grade easily (which I know (somewhere deep in my mind) that it won't be that easy)
And if they offer me B's then I know that would give me the motivation to do well!

So I guess it all comes down to me hurrying up and getting an offer so that I can choose my fate XD

I really hope that I will suddenly get back a boost of motivation because I know I really NEED to start revising.....(>_<)

*sighs*