The unexpected happened

Today I went and met up with the SAM members after my lecture

But before that I went to get my Crimonology assessment back and I passed! Apparently my way of referencing was unusual, but overall I had good feedback (need to work on the introduction though...)
But since I passed, I don't really need to change anything :D

anyways...
I went and met up with the SAM members and then went to hang out at one of the members room since he lived in the Halls opposite the Uni (so convenient, why didn't they let me live there instead of half an hour away =_=")
We ended up looking up random kpop and jpop/jrock MVs, talked a lot about crazy things, half-watched Resident Evil: Damnation, and ordered Dominoes XD
It was a lot of fun, pretty much messed around most of the time (showed them a bit of fanservice yaoi-style ;D)
And then the kind leader (who also paid for the pizza) walked me home since it was pretty dark by the time we left

Got home, had shower, and when I checked facebook I got a message from one of the guys (it's amazing how, back at my hometown I hung out with mostly girls and now that I'm at Uni all my friends are guys?)
The message shocked me a lot
And I mean a lot
I mean it took me ages to even get out of the shock
The guy was frickin asking me out o.O
It might seem normal to some people, but for me, who has never really been asked out (well since I was pretty much too socially awkward around guys 2 years ago to even get to interact properly with guys...) it was a shocker
Then I stupidly asked him if he'd been fraped lol XD
Apparently he was serious
And then I started to panic
And texted my best friend and she thankfully helped me think more clearly
I met the guy like 3-4 times over the last 3 weeks or so?
It was definitely a surprise (what does he see in me lol XD)
But anyways, I tried to tell him that we need to get to know each other more (thanks to the advice of my best friend)
And apparently he's "afraid of competition" pfftt....like there's gonna be suddenly a line of guys wanting to go out with me all of a sudden XD (not a chance)

Gonna meet the SAM people on Friday for Hyper Japan
I'm gonna try and not be awkward around him
I know I'll end up being awkward around him
And knowing me, I would end up ignoring the poor guy
I really hope I don't though...
He is a nice guy...but...I'm just not used to these kind of things D:
A socially awkward person who miraculously became comfortable with talking to guys once at Uni is already a miracle for me!

I'm going to sleep and sleep on it...

Finally joined a club/society

Well I have joined for a while but it was only until yesterday where we actually had an official meeting (not counting the Expo day)
And it was pretty awkward at first, like, when doing the introductions at the front and stuff
Then we watched an episode of Beccano! which was...interesting, but seriously confused the hell out of me OTL
An episode (well two actually) of Gintama followed next, which were both hilarious and totally enjoyed all the references (lol at Tokimeki memo) XD

That was pretty much it XD

But then aftwerwards, one of the members wanted to celebrate her birthday which was on wednesday, by all going out to a buffet
I prepared money before but I wasn't sure whether I wanted to go or not, but then when I saw quite a few were going (and the ones that I met before were also going) I decided, I might as well have a bit of a social life
So I got to know a few of the members along the way to Camden Town (which was where the buffet they wanted to go to was), one or two members disappeared, probably because they were going home instead of joining us

I must say...going was definitely the best choice I made since I came to Uni
It was so fun and hilarious, I swear, I haven't laughed so much since I came to Uni, heck, I haven't had so much fun in a while...
I didn't even complain about the food (which was meh..) or how expensive it was (£8 for what was available was...). I mean, even a glass of TAP water was 50p, I mean really? Isn't tap water meant to be free? jeez...
But other than the food it was really fun and it was nice to be just around people who had the same interest and humour as me

After the buffet we went walking around a bit and then saw a women getting whipped in public which was...
It looked like it hurt a lot! And I was squirming and cringing just hearing the whip...(>_<)
We soon left (as quickly as possible) and then ended up in a pub
I personally wanted to go home, but I didn't want to leave by myself, so I tagged along
And it was really awkward for me...I have been to pubs before, but it was only for parties or calvaries or something XD
So I was just stood there, not knowing what to do, and then one of the members handed me a Breezer, and I thought "why not?"
I guess I always give the impression of being someone who doesn't drink, but I don't mind, I just choose not to want to drink - especially in large amounts - I have drank before (even had shots XD) But my mum doesn't know this... XD

One of the guys had to submit their coursework at midnight so we left at 11pm (unfortunately he couldn't submit it even thought he still had 5 minutes left? something wrong with the system or something)
One of the other members also lived near me so we got of the same stop, and I was grateful, even though the station wasn't far away from the Halls, I am still uneasy about walking by myself at night...(>_<)

But it was definitely fun!
It didn't feel like we were celebrating a birthday (though we did sing Happy Birthday to her)
And I can't wait for our next meet up next week :D

I'm sorry... (T_T)

I said I would post more
...but I haven't OTL
And I do think about it but can never get myself to post _A_

Cooked chilli con carne today and it came out really nice ~3~

Although I thought I almost lost my GCSE recipes for it

I remember burning them all on a disk before formatting my laptop, but for some reason I couldn't find them (>_<)

I'm sure I had the right disk but I couldn't find the file D:

Thankfully I had a brainwave, since I have my back-up discs I could probably find them on there

But I didn't want to restore my whole laptop, so I thought it should be alright if I can select the files and copy them

Which I found that I could :D

so happy that I didn't lost all my GCSE recipes or else I would've cried and been depressed for the whole week _A_

I guess I could've googled the recipe but I didn't trust them :P And I've used my GCSE recipes before so I can trust it :D

Anyways I ended up making way too much...I was planning on making about 2 portions? One for today and one for tomorrow but I made 4 portions instead (but I think the recipe is meant to be for 4 XD)

Drinking this chamomile  honey and vanilla tea at the moment and it smells really nice of vanilla but tastes strongly of chamomile

It's aslso making me real sleepy now XD

Or maybe it's my self-fulfilling prophecy since I read on the box that it's supposed to make you feel relaxed

Anyways I was at Asda and I had the list of ingredients to buy for my Chilli, but somehow I bought extra things such as the box of tea (well actually two boxes since I saw they were on offer for 2 for £2 XD)

Why do I always do this...

I've never even bought this before but for some reason I decided to buy it

Maybe to make it easier for me to sleep? Since I've been having trouble sleeping lately...

Although I won't be sleeping until 11-12 probably so...that's not gonna work XD

And I'm now just making excuses for why I bought it XD

I should just shut up now...