Had my leaver's assembly today and yesterday I had my last lesson ever in a school (well hopefully I will not have to repeat the year...)
It's really weird to think that I've been at this school for seven years....SEVEN YEARS
wow....
I can kinda still remember being in year 7 and maybe my first day (or the day after) at this high school
Well all I can remember is having to choose a form captain and it was between my (now) best friend and (the now very up-herself) class mate. I chose the classmate (mostly because I thought my now best friend seemed really up herself and how ironic that it is actually the other way around now? XD)
I know that I've changed quite a lot (inside and out XD) from being a once very quiet and shy nerdy girl whot want to draw attention to herself to the now more confident outgoing (?) but still a bit socially awkward girl that I am now XD
I'd also like to think I've matured a bit more...but sometimes I feel like the year 7 me was a bit more mature an adult than I am now XDDD
I've also changed on the outside as well (lolz) going from the nerdy glasses to wearing contacts; from having braces to the braces coming off and having pretty teeth; from dying my hair; from wearing a little bit of make-up (I love BB cream <3) I'd also like to think I've gotten a lot more mature(?) look and not so kiddy anymore but the lack off boobs does not help XD
Anyways....
My high school life has been a lot about obsessions
Getting a new obsession each year:
Year 7 was all about Naruto, I was so obsessed with it it was unbelievable XD
Everything was about Naruto, I did everything surrounding on Naruto, from my IT project to writing about Naruto in German XD I even got to make some "friends" with my senoirs or "senpais" (or "Unnie" since I'm into Kpop at the moment XD) since we all had an interest in Naruto but then they soon dumped me because I was annoying them by following them around every lunch time XDDD
Year 8 was all about anime in general, where I had to watch at least one episode of an anime everyday and god knows how many anime I went through just that year XD I think there was one point where I ended up watching 3 or 4 animes at the same time (it would probably have involved Naruto, Bleach, FMA and another anime) and yet again I would of found a way to get it into my school work
Year 9 was pretty much when I discovered YUI and became devoted to her and trying to learn everything about her from her hright, blood type, birth place, hobbies, anything I could find on the internet XD Now that I think about it, it seems like I was pretty creepy....(omg was I a borderline-pathological?!? *damn psychology*) I would try to memorise all the lyrics to her songs and I would even find out weird facts about her (the one I remember the most is about her piercing her ear (don't remember which ear but if it was a year 9 me I would've probably known which side XD) by herself and then she was too scared to pierce the other ear)
Year 10 was when I discovered SID just after YUI came back from her hiatus she announced that she would be doing the opening for the new FMA series (aka FMA: Brotherhood) which told me that there was a new FMA series that I must watch because I love that anime so much and then I hear SID's Uso and became interested in them, then I found Mitsuyubi and fell in love with them <3 And then I had a new obsession wanting to learn everything about the group and the members and then discovering that Mao was also from Fukuoka, spazzes out a bit and fell in love with SID even more XD
Year 11 was just Jrock/VKei in general since SID kind of opened up the whole genre to me and I decided to explore a bit more and not just keep my interest on YUI. I rediscovered so many Jrock groups that I had once heard their songs from animes and ignored the bands (e.g. UVERworld, Laraku, High and Mighty Color etc.)
Year 12 was the start of the obsession of Jdramas XD I watched so many of them and they mostly contained the same actors that I fell in love with (from Hana Kimi (first series of course) because that is an epic drama)
Year 13 which is pretty much this year...well I've been obsessed with Kpop....and I can't seem to stop myself...and it's even gotten me to love everything about Korea and it's culture (like I even went as far as wearing a Hanbok (although only for 5 minutes since I felt so out of place) today before the leaver's assembly) and I think I've changed quite a bit because of Kpop (like wanting to learn how to do the dances, finding out about BB cream and caring more about my appearance)
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Somehow I've gotten off topic about school memories....XD
but I think I do have a lot of good school memories, I have bad memories as well, but somehow the good memories over-ride all the bad things and it has definitely been better then my primary school memories, that's for sure XD
And I have made friends that I am glad I have made and I do hope our friendships would last even after we go our separate ways to our own Unis (even if they do irritate me quite a bit)
There have been times when I do feel lonely but I guess that's my own fault for being terrible at being friendly and making friends like a normal person (since I'm socially awkward and everything XD)
But I do find that I have gotten better at this making-friends business and I'm not as awkward when talking to guys anymore (I remember when I used to refer males as a different kind of species....)
Anyways I will kinda miss the high school days but just for the happy moments of being with my friends, definitely not for the learning aspect and having to go to lessons and spending them listening to teachers go on and on about stuff that I really didn't care about
Maybe I should just end on a happy note XD
I will probably miss my high school days when I look back when I'm 80 years old or something XDD
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